Hungry

Why am I can dang n hungry. I had the we smoothie and figured that would hold me for a while but nope it did not. I am trying to hold on until at least 9 or so before I eat. 😂

Trying to lose weight really sucks. I think about food all day or what I am going to eat. I want this to not be so hard and I guess eventually it will get better or at least I an praying it does. Its crazy how easy it is to type and not write. I guess I am still journaling. Thank you Lord for helping me find what I needed to keep putting my thoughts on paper.

Its amazing, I read the last post and I have to admit..EPIC FAIL. I did not make full use of my lapband and I am hoping next year to find a dr to see so I can start using it again. I am going to ask Dr. Conley Harvey for any recommendations. Maybe Kelsey has a dr I can see and just pay the 40 copay and then of course the 20%.

I started WW again for the 1000th time since I first joined in 1993 and man I weigh 269.4 pounds. This week has been up and down. I can't seem to stay away from sweets and have OVER indulged in a big way. I finally ate all the reeses from bosses day which I feel pretty bad about.

I set a goal this week of 2 bottles of water or 32 oz and three fruits/veggies. I have done okay. I did not drink all my water yesterday. Its sooo much easier to drink water at home then at work. Weird...right?

Hopefully I will have a loss this week. I did cheat a little as I am back on my blood pressure meds so that will release some of the water. BINGO...that's why I have gone to the bathroom so much. DUH Nina.

It took me that long to figure that out. What was I thinking...Oh wait, I wasn't lol.